my first journal entry. hello, I'm your host for this page.
I've always had a hard time picking good usernames for accounts. For my personal social media, I've probably changed my user names more times than I can count. When I made this neocities account, brainmash felt fitting though. My brain was basically mashed potatoes. I had a lot of stress in school, economic pressure with the rent along with some family issues I was dealing with. plus, I'm an epileptic too, which is a nice bonus.
I don't want to bore you with too many details about my life. I'm a student, after struggling with math in an adults class I've finally gotten into med school, so I'm a university student this fall. As stated earlier, I'm an epileptic. I'm not from a first laungage english speaking country, so if there are some spelling or grammatic errors, that's why.
Since it's summer I obviously work, the rent doesn't pay itself. I work night shifts at a hospital, so the extra cash for uncomfortable working hours helps. It's a good deal for a student. Unfortunately since I work night shifts I haven't gotten to enjoy summer that much so far. I live like a vampire, sleep all day and wake up, eat, clock in for work, work all night and then go home and sleep all day. Since I work nights, and sleep is important for my epilepsy, people don't bother me that much when they know I'm sleeping.
the spring was really stressful for me. Along math I did some other classes too. Uninportant, however with the exams and math exams I barely got to sleep, and when i DID sleep, the quality was really bad. Working now feels like a vacation. I'm catching up on the sleep I've lost. It feels like that at least. I pop a melatonin and a sleeping pill and I get to sleep about 10 hours if I don't have to shower before work. Lately I haven't required the 10 hours I started the summer with. I can feel my brain relaxing, recharging with all the sleep I'm getting. No studies to think about (for now). Just work, come home, live my normal life, and work again. Nothing haunting me during my free time.
This might be all for now. I can't come up with anything to say tbh.
my plan is to keep these journal entries as an archive, so the look might change a bit, the more i develop my css skills.